when i find myself in times of trouble
the 12th doctor comes to me
speaking words of wisdom
You see, death doesn’t happen to you, Lydia. It happens to everyone around you, okay? To all the people left standing at your funeral, trying to figure out how they’re gonna live the rest of thier lives now without you in it.
Pursuing it with weary feet,
Until it joins some larger way,
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then? I cannot say.
If you want to talk about last night, t a l k
Just a lost little girl who didn't matter, and didn't think she ever would.
"Yes, everyone is sorry. The King is sorry. The Queen is sorry. I’m sorry. But only the Darkling will do something about it."
Ivan, Shadow and Bone by lbardugo
This is me dealing with the grief that Ivan won’t be coming back in Ruin and Rising. *sobs*And yes, that is Sean O’Pry (basically the Darkling) with real life model BFF Danny Schwarz as my bb heartbreakerheartrender Ivan.
Every time I close my eyes
It's like a dark paradise